I’m trying to find strength in my faith in God. There are times in my life when I feel unmotivated and distressed, and I don’t know how to change this situation.
Feelings are like waves in our minds — they don’t represent the full picture. But I want to capture one persistent feeling in my walk with God.
REJECTION
I wish I could deal with it less, but unfortunately, it’s persistent and doesn’t cease at any time. I know there’s nothing I can do to earn my salvation, but my mind keeps telling me I need to do something to be more loved by God. And when I fail to put those things into practice, it feels like I lose a point in my walk with Him.
The feeling of constant failure and insecurity reminds me how much I need Him more than anything else. Even now, I feel so ashamed to share a story like this — but I created this blog with that very purpose in mind.
Prayer:
Dad, I wanna grow in the understanding of your Love for me, I want to be a blessing to others and show them this great love of yours. I´m not perfect father, I still have a lot to learn from you Jesus and It´s hard for me to fully grasp the depth Your unfailing love. I´ve heard some many times how weird, stupid, and depressive I am, but, My father don´t let those statements led me astray from your presence I wanna be fully completed with your Love and Grace and pour it out over others for the rest of my life.
Also, I want to express my gratitude for walking with me through this valley of so many confusing feelings. I have faith that You’re taking care of every single detail, and that You will never let me walk alone. Use my scars to bear fruit — to live a life that serves others. I want to be used by You. This pain will not last forever…
Scriptures Encouragement:
Psalms 34: 8
8Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good;
blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him.
Psalms 59: 9
9O my strength, I will wait for You;
for You, O God, are my fortress.
Psalms 56:3
3When I am afraid,
I will trust in You.
Isaiah 54: 10
Though the mountains be shaken
and the hills be removed,
yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken
nor my covenant of peace be removed,”
says the Lord, who has compassion on you.
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